I was never so deeply in love with someone. With such a complex psychology he was able to do anything, and he did. He had many faces to him. The one I knew, not many others knew. Although they will claim otherwise. He was Everything.... he recapitulated the order chaos dualistic dichotomy. And he did it with elegance. He was selective and well sought after. And yet. On the inside, he was really just a beautiful little candle... and my live for him was like too small hands trying to keep the flame alive. The don't make me like him any more. No one will ever captivate me, or love me the way he did.... I still love you just like I said I would Bruce. You beast.